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My birthday couldn’t have been more perfect! I had the most perfect dinner filled with laughter and love, surrounded by real loving friends. Oh, I also reached my boob fund, wohoo, thank you all!
In the end its sharing life and surrounding yourself with good friends that matter the most, they made me forget about aging. If it’s one thing I can honestly and proudly say, it is that I am very loved by my friends, I have always been blessed with having such great friends all over that last forever. I believe it´s because I am fully there for everyone, I never judge my friends. I do say things out loud and have super strong opinions, but when it really comes to it, they know I don’t judge. I´m truly lucky to be incredibly loved and have so many friends in all corners of the world.
They also got me ridiculously drunk, the free limonchello from the Italian waiter didn’t help. Followed by the sake and lad bombs ( double redbull vodka shots with a shot of jeger in it) it went blurry after that.
I somehow ended throwing popcorn at people wearing a vespa helmet and thick rimmed glasses for far-sighted people, I´m shortsighted. I also saw a special needs person and wanted to lift him up and play with it, I really love special needs people, I’m disgustingly classy. I’m not sure how I ended up doing ballroom dancing in my ballet point toe shoes, but I did do a full concert rendition of David Hasslehoff “I’m looking for freedom” …it’s tradition….she said.
Friday sucked balls. Mostly because I was so intoxicated with alcohol I could not move or make it to work, but also I had to deal with a fucking douche. I’m not even gonna get into it. Listen, I’m not perfect either, I can be a pain in the ass bitch, I fully admit that, at least I acknowledge it, but Jesus Christ can people be lost in themselves. To check I asked my friends, because I don’t always trust my judgement when rage is in the way, the conclusion and final consent: douchebag.
So after that I went and read and did some homework instead.
Dr.puzzle and I have been working hard and I´ve been reading many writings he has given me, signed up for many sites, so I wanted to share something I read yesterday when I was fumingly angry and had my feelings incredibly hurt.
16 harsh truths that make us stronger
It takes more courage to reveal insecurities than to hide them.
More strength to relate to people than to dominate them.
More manhood or womanhood to obey by thought out principles than blind reflex.
Toughness is in the soul and spirit not in muscles and immature mind.
Life is not easy, hard work makes people lucky.
It’s the stuff that bring dreams to reality.
So start every morning ready run further than you did yesterday and fight harder than you ever have before.
You will fail sometimes.
The faster you accept this, the faster you can move on with being brilliant.
You will never be a 100% sure it will work but you can always be a 100% sure that doing nothing wont work.
Get out there and do something.
You will either succeed or you will learn a vital lesson, win win.
Right now there is allot you don’t know.
The day you stop learning is the day you stop living.
Embrace new information.
Think about it and use it to advance yourself.
There may not be a tomorrow, not for everyone.
Right now someone on earth is planning something for tomorrow without 16 harsh truths that makes us stronger.
I read this and got my head in place and then I rememberd something I keep telling myself. Those who hurt you will eventually screw up themselves and karma will come back if it´s deserved. Hope the 16 truths inspired you!